Last night was good for me. Came home and got to relax, just lay down on the couch and relax. dinner, and some healthy communication. Watched a decent movie... and talked some more.
Jaden seems to be feeling better, from the illness she was battling yesterday. Better enough to not postpone her trip back to Aces house tonight.
heh.
The sky is crying, Ice Cold Tears, snow flurries that just keep falling. I don't think its heavy enough to stop her from going, but I'm not going to hold my breath and think that it won't possibly keep her from coming back..
We talked alot about her and Ace and this trip and their situation and all other things underneath the sun last night... And by the end of all of that, it sounded as though she was at least considering coming home tonight instead of staying the night there.
And maybe i'm being selfish or greedy, but I very much want to spend a lil more time with her... especially given that shes going to be doing xmas at her parents, and then that whole week after xmas with Ace...
So, itd be awesome, for me, to see her get home safe tonight... we could make up some tea... and just talk a bit... maybe a back rub or something, and then a nice relaxing night before an equally slow and relaxing sunday...
But... well, we'll just see, then. huh?
I wish my eyes weren't snowing today... just like i wish the sky wasn't crying ice cold tears...
... Aftergloom... So much different than afterglow. Might be a whole 30 minutes since she left... maybe. and here I am, just laying here like a bump on the couch.
*le sigh* can't imagine tonight going well... but i'm not going to let that stop me from at least trying to have a good time. think theres still some skyy in the freezer...
Do a lil drinky... lil supper... think i'm gonna go rent a game from the vid store, just chillax for a night. hope for the best come morning, and like ussual, just take it as it goes.
i'll be alright, it'll be alright, and life will go on. just like it always does.
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