Today started off excellent, and has since torpedoed into dastardly.
To add to my buffet of crisis, i'm now currently in a furious texting session w my dear little sister, who is at least done cursing at me and trying to hurt me and has at least calmed down to a semi-rational state of conversing where things can actually be discussed. but now i'm stuck in the middle of yet another train wreck of a situation. Its not enough to be in the middle of Jaden and Ace and in the middle of Jaden and her mum, and in the middle of Jadens mum and Jadens pop, Now i'm in the middle of Sis and her boy, and Sis and Mom, and Sis and myself, for that matter.
I was just very much not ready to be verbally assaulted by my lil sister. The only precious thing i have left in my life. The most important human being on the face of the earth, when it comes to me. The lil sister that i would bend over backwards to protect. And she's treating me like i'm the enemy. Like i'm mom.
Jaden's been uncharacteristically non-responsive vie the phone today. No idea if its work or something to do w me. But either way, this wasn't the right day for it to happen. I could very much use an outlet right bout now.. a human one at least, the blogs all well and good, but its not hte same as a friend who actually cares whats happening to you.
I have to go do this mail run now. Even though i don't want to. And then i've got to drive home to the apt, where i don't want to sit around alone. And then, well i don't know what else and then. Just a crappy crappy afternoon. f it all.
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