3.3.09

03 - smp

Mood swing much?

Well, its been an epic couple weeks. That much is for sure. I'm not ready yet to really delve into the reasons why just yet, but, suffice to say its been life altering.

but, smp... pms... crocodile tears... I've been crying ALOT lately. Can't seem to read anything, or watch a decent movie without waterworks...

Its not necessarily a bad thing... quite often theyve been tears at happy times or moments... but... well, it means that i'm emotional. I'm *feeling* again. the stopgap between the world and my heartcords is off, or at least taking a break...

3/3

Its my Birthday today... guess i'm 23 now. (GO DEVIN!) hehe, can't turn 23 without giving the windy city flyer some props.

what else is going on? Well, besides the big stuff that i'm not ready to put up here yet... its now been 7 days since i've heard from Jaden, officially. We'll see if today being my birthday has any effect on that or not. Nothing i can really do about it, so i'm not going to get worked up over it.

Gotta get through the day at work, turn in the dvd's, then heading up to manchester to do dinner with mom and sis. Then it'll be hightailing it back home, gonna try to straighten up a lil bit again, and wait for Star to wind down for the evening.

Honestly thats it right now... Kinda vague and stingy on the info, i know... but, well, tough.

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